i am kevin spacey in 'the shrink'

i am someone
else
now



the bed
cannot
be slept
in

so

it is

all red
wine

and

stupor on
the sofa

for the bed

cannot

be

slept in

i'm fighting
to
not run
away
from staring
at this
mirror full
of
emptiness.

insomnia

2am

and the bats
won't
fucking
shut up.




a light flickers
then
out.

joo...
i'm
so
sorry.

try again
to sleep